From 8c6614efbdff845061dcad7e0e2dd4505dfaff5b Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: JoseĢ Mota Date: Sat, 7 Apr 2012 12:43:47 +0100 Subject: Convert a 2008 post to markdown. --- _posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown | 40 ++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 40 insertions(+) create mode 100644 _posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown (limited to '_posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown') diff --git a/_posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown b/_posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown new file mode 100644 index 0000000..68b58f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/_posts/2008-05-25-a-feel-of-deep-change.markdown @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +layout: post +title: A feel of deep change +tags: +- Personal improvement +status: publish +type: post +published: true +meta: + _edit_last: '1' +--- +This is a set of thoughts on how I am feeling inside and an attempt to let go / +acknowledge some of these thoughts. + +From the day I joined a company based on Microsoft, my technological values +grew and became rock solid. But I'm feeling sort of a whirlwind deep inside the +social, emotional and psychological values as well. + +I see my country falling apart because of all the speculation on oil fuel. I +see a blind society that doesn't want to evolve and reacts harshly over +technological evolution and over change. I see the government spending a lot, I +see the people rioting for everything, I see heavy taxes, I see professional +disappointment and I see myself in a reckless anxiety, fearing for my +professional success and my happiness. +I don't want to live in Portugal because I strongly feel I wouldn't be happy +here. I want a place where I can live without such feelings of fear, no +reliability and lack of vision. + +I need a place to express my joy for life, work, friends, love and most of all, +freedom. I need a place where I can grow as a designer and as a developer. I +need scones. I need my own home, my own salary. + +I am changing inside. I am becoming a whole different person; a person who +needs to be independent and have his own story to tell. I am feeling a +different energy. After all, I'm becoming an adult at full speed and I'm having +a different kind of needs from the ones I had when a teenager. Yet, my +strongest desire is to be free and tremendously happy and make other people +feel free and happy as well. + +I feel better already :) -- cgit v1.2.3-54-g00ecf